It has been a long time I put up a blog, what happened is I waited for the ideas to come to me.

but I realized I need to start writing if I want to start writing.

before this I was like if I am smart enough, I will come up with brilliant ideas. and if my English is strong enough I will write it in no time.

but because of this, I never sat down and wrote.

I realised I wanted to look perfect, so I waited when I am perfect I will step into the playground.

So here I am, again, to writing to write.

Did I get smarter than I was?

NO

I just sat down and wrote.

You may have heard this concept before, and I know it a very common one,

but don't mix this with "BOOST"

If I want to get up in the morning I need a boost and just jump out of bed

this is a boost, not what I am talking about.

What I am saying is

if I want to get up early to run, but I am waiting because I don't have a good body shape, or I don't have a good shoes,

I am waiting for that perfect day, with me being perfect in it

That day is never going to come,

It changes now (at least I will be more present to it than before)

all I needed was the willingness to look stupid.

like this blog, it is not perfect, it may have grammatical errors, and there are huge chances that people will judge me and even more chances that they already have.

but the important thing is I am here, rather than waiting for the perfect moment.

Same applies to me when:

I need to start playing if I want to play

Are there guarantees I will win?

NO

but will I enjoy it?

will it grow me?

will the sleep at night be sweeter?

Yes, Yes and Yes

Credits:

the book Daring Greatly by Brene Brown, a book which changed my life, a lot to learn still, but the one thing author wants you to take is Vulnerability

(Sunil banthia suggested me this book)

the book steal like an artist by Austin Kleon, a fan of this guy, so much he has done, therefore so much he knows

(Thetrackpantguy.com suggested me this book)